I was at the specialists this week discussing how to proceed with my endometriosis treatment, as I have pretty much run the gammet with surgeries and medications, but I am not quite ready to make that permanent leap yet.
As we were discussing our options, he made a comment about being sorry about me having this disease and what a bear it can be, and how sorry they were we were never successful with the IVF etc..
I got to thinking as I was driving home, yes it sucks having this and dealing the pain and symptoms, but I am not sorry I have it. If I didn't have it, we would never have Alek and Maks.
Its' funny I remember that very last IVF in June 2003, I was so ready to proceed with adoption, that I actually found myself praying it didn't work-what a turn of events that was, all those years of unanswered prayers for it to work....so wild how life works out!
So I am thankful to the bottom of my heart for this diagnosis, after all it was what led us to our little men.
1 comment:
Hi Kris!
I'm sorry about the endo. I feel and felt the exact way almost 4 years ago. I can't imagine how my life would be without G and T.
hugs,
Laura
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